One day, late in 2012, I looked up from my computer, crawled out from a pile of yarn, put my camera down and opened my eyes. I saw a house that was messier than I have ever lived in, a husband who I hadn't spoken more than 4 words to in weeks months and 3 little unruly children who woudn't eat anything except pesto pasta and were exhausted, mean and bored.
Kevin and I have spent the last few weeks reeling us all back in - working hard to cook and clean and spend time as a family. Its my main resolution this year - to spend more time with them being present, not worrying about impending deadlines or emails or swatches.
I didn't realise what an effect our work life was having on everyone. It was only when I would go days without picking up the camera that I knew I wasn't in the best place (well, that and the fact that Georgia could sing all of the theme songs to all of the programmes on CBeebies), but I kept thinking I could just push through.
And so, we have spent the first few days of 2013 as we hope to continue. Together, cooking and laughing and walking and playing. Today we climbed a massive hill, led by Ellis. Tomorrow, we are sorting out the garden and storage room while the children are out - boring, but good in a new year sort of way.
Start as we mean to continue...now if only the weather could do the same.
Yes, start as you mean to continue, I'm in desperate need of a de-clutter too!
Posted by: Ann | January 03, 2013 at 09:53 PM
So honest and brave, to be able to look up from it all is the start, keep going, it will be worth it in the end xx
Posted by: natalie thistlewood-cox | January 03, 2013 at 11:08 PM
Yes very honest. I know a lot of parents are in that position through financial necessity, but that old saying of they arent young for long is SO true. I suddenly found that my 6am risers had to be dragged from their beds at lunch time (on weekends) and I had to bribe them with a 'special' dinner and a movie of their choice to get them to tear themselves away from their devices in their rooms. Now my oldest has his own shared flat and is studying sports psychology at uni. I am lucky to see him once a month. I take my hat off to parents who both have to work and keep a work home life balance, it must be so difficult, and very tiring.
V
xxx
Posted by: Account Deleted | January 04, 2013 at 07:38 AM
Start as we mean to go on sounds like a good motto for the year ahead and I agree it would be nice if the weather would cooperate - it's so much harder to do the 'good mama' things like go to the play park or just for a walk when it's grey and dreary and rainy outside!
Posted by: Carie | January 04, 2013 at 11:01 AM
Nice post.
These Pics are really wonderful.
Posted by: umesh | January 04, 2013 at 12:36 PM
Sounds like a great way to start the new year. Gorgeous photos as ever
Posted by: Mrs Teepot | January 04, 2013 at 04:34 PM
Gorgeous photos, I love your resolutions... December always seem like the most hectic month of the year. I hope you get some more quality family time this year :)
Posted by: Marie | January 04, 2013 at 04:47 PM